I want to apologize for missing so much class lately. I'm going through a tough time in my life and I'm doing my best to keep up with my responsibilities, but man it's hard! I've never slacked off as bad as I have this semester and it makes me sick to think about it. I thought maybe spring break would rejuvenate me and I could get everything back on track but I was wrong... The whole entire break I was stuck taking care of my mother's responsibilities, taking care of my sister, dealing with more uncontrolled drama amongst my family, and work work work. It's so hard when you have no one to help you and no one to tell you that every thing's going to work out. But I know I'm strong, even though there are times I just want to give up. I have to keep reminding myself that I've been through a lot more worse and traumatic things in my childhood. I've made it through all of them and have even come to appreciate them because they've made me stronger and more mature. I can't wait until the day I can sit there and say the same thing about all this.
One more thing before I go. Yesterday, my dad called to tell me that my brother went in for an MRI to try and find evidence of a bipolar disorder (apparently they can do that now). Well they were looking over the results they found something that shouldn't be there (unrelated to the bipolar disorder) and are now going to have to do more tests to find out what it is. They're afraid it's a tumor, but I'm hoping with all my heart that it's nothing. Please keep my brother in your prayers!
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I'm sure you will stay strong in everything you do. Without the one person in our life that is pushing us on, I do not think we all would be where we are today - in college. I try my best do not make what I post on the blog to reflect the other side of my life, but rather what should be known. We all go through changes and struggles through life, but one day at a day, situations will get better. Hope for the best and I enjoy reading your blog.
i totally hear you with the whole stress thing. i was asm for a show during the first ahlf of the semester and it comeplety killed me ontop of being in another show and all that jaz. the best thing to do is to have like 2 hours a day where you just sit down and say i have to put everything aside for just these two hours and get my work done its what works for me. and i will definitly keep your brother in my prayers.
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